First new poem I've written in years

My love

She dreamed of my love and never knew,

That I was always there just out of view.

She dreamed of my love but could never believe,

That my love was real, nothing hidden up my sleeve.

She dreamed of my love but could never see,

That she couldn't replace my love and not have me.

My Thoughts......

Do you ever think about what you deserve? I know we all think we deserve everything we dream and pray for.. but do we really??  I mean I really do just want simple things.... a home, a family to come home to, a place to feel I belong, for my family to be financially secure, a woman who truly wants me in her life, and who appreciates me.............. P.S. a Man CAVE!!! lol

Now what do I do now to make sure I deserve what I want???

Good Morning

Checking in! Trying to juggle life and living..... two different things!

New Starts... New Beginnings... Figuring it out a step at a time

Its been a while didn't have a lot to post about before but now I'm going to use this as my possible outlet for thoughts, sights, and FOOD.. because my fatboy appetite doesn't care about my fitness goals......

PS3 FFXIII-2

Platinum!!!!!! I enjoy a good trophy as well as the next guy but I will say that after playing an awesome game like this that a lot of the other games I have just appear to be repetitious, or at the least they feel that way!!!!! I'm sure I will find some thing to ignite my mind!!! Maybe I'll finally get to work on the short story I wanted to write!!!

Moderation!!!!!

Ok just got back home from the Gym, I feel great but on the way home I was reminded of a conversation I had with a dietitian years ago when I had asked him about supplements and vitamins, he explained to me that a person could very easily over dose on vitamins or even drink so much water that you do your self harm, his point was everything in moderation, LOL, even though I know this I seem to always have to relearn this through painful reminders from my body!! Example Garlic!!! When I found out how good garlic was for you even though all the articles I read said to start slow I ignored them and from the start tried to eat an entire clove a day!!!! Bad idea lol that ended in me not being able to sleep one Friday night and painful gas for nearly a day!!!!! Well lets just say I did it again, LOL this time with lemon water, So I typically put lemon in my water early in the morning, I even cut up the peels and pulp, and add them to my water!!! That by itself is not the problem the problem is that for nearly a week that's all was drinking, period. No straight clean water just lemon water!!!! Lets not forget that lemons are highly acidic, so over time the acidic mixture left my lips dry and my throat dry and raw. I knew something was really wrong when I was eating one of my favorite spicy dishes that my mouth and throat were in such pain that I couldn't enjoy it!!! On top of that the rawness of my throat and nasal passages caused my allergies to go into over drive!!! I'm happy to say that changing back to a shot a lemon water in the morning and clean water the rest of the day has me back to normal!!!! So in closing remember that even good things when over done can be a bad thing!!!!

Final Fantasy Xiii-2

I'm really enjoying this one compared to the previous game in the series. I'll let you know how it goes after I platinum, today I knocked of the supreme being and trigger finger trophy. Working on wrapping up some more paradox endings as well as the Lucky Coin fragment.

How I spent the first day of the New Year!!!!

I spent the First day of the new year with family and friends!!!! Making Vision boards!!!! I will make this my focus for the new year!!!!!!!

New year!!!!!! ,New me??????

NAW!!!!! But I do plan to make some changes!!!! Tracking my food, tracking my workouts, train harder!!!!!!!! My goals for 2012 our just to be a better me!!!!!!!

Today is the day!!!!!!

Well today is the official book party release!!!!! I'm so excited and proud for my wife!!! She will be the next Oprah!!!!

Wow!!!!

I completely forgot about my blog, LOL!!! I've been so busy with life!!!! Plus I have tons of new video games to beat. Maybe I'll pick this back up only time will tell.

Where to start?!?!?!

I've been doing so much and not enough LOL!!!!!! I've been living and loving life!!!!!!

A Minute

Wow its been a minute so I feel I need to post a update. Sex life is great. We went to Myrtle Beach for my girls Germany High School Reunion. Had a great time and made some new friends. My girl got moved into her office, she's been working out of the home but I understand its easier to focus on work when you have to get up and go the office. Plus its win, win, for me because I hope now she will be able to relate to how I feel when the weekend come around and I'm just happy to be home. I'm also happy for her and the business to be taking steps forward. We moved into a bigger house, I like it alot its a little older but it has hard wood floors and a massive yard so I can keep the kids busy with yard work when I need to (LOL). I will be trying to get back active on my blog just know promises at this time.

My own army LOL

Well thats at least how I feel, lol. Let me explain my girlfriend who is a inspiration as well the love of my life, has always had this notion to give back to show thanks for all the bleesings in our life. Now originally we had planned to foster a child (after much nudging from her, lol, see how she makes me better) but before that could ever come to fruition we were given the option to help out two of her teenage brothers who had recenlty became homeless. So now I have 4 teenage high school kids (3 freshmans and 1 sophmore) living in our house. WOOOOW. It still amazes me that we all fit, lol. So while I haven't been nearly as busy as my girlfriend (because she has had to do all the actual work associated with takeing in two kids ie. register them in school, take them school supply shopping, paperwork) our house hs been quite busy. See so I feel like I can go up to any other house in the nieghborhood and say hey I bet my house can whoop your house, LOL. So all and all my life is great.

The chair.

This one is another that is really simple and is really all about the build up and anticipation. On Wednesday night I put a dinning room chair up against the wall in the bedroom. On Thursday night I put a pair of her heels that liked to see her wear on the seat of the chair. On Friday I placed a dress to go with the heels on the chair. On Friday night I sent her an email telling her she needed to have on the items I put out on the chair at 6pm Saturday.

So at 6:30pm she walks out the room looking and smelling good. So I take her back to the chair and set her down and turn on some music then I started to slowly kiss her neck and lips. ( Now if you noticed I didn't set out any panties for her to put on here is why lol. ) I continued to kiss my way down to her thighs and made my way to her spot, now after I let her cum once, I stood her up and turned her around. Had her kneel on the chair and grab the back of the chair with her hands and slowly entered from the back.

Now if you have never tried this position unless you have really wide chairs you have to go slow, which was fine for me because what this position is good for is hitting her G-Spot. So I slowly stroked her G-spot, while my hands caressed her nipples and clit. The same time my lips are on her neck and back.

Well you get the picture....... we eventually had to finish up on the bed because after awhile the seat of the chair became to slippery for her to stay in that position.

Afterwords we cleaned up and got dinner and a movie.

As usual let me know what you think as well as any suggestions to make this better.

I washed her Hair!!!!!!!!!!

Ok the set up for this one is simple!!!!! Shampoo, a lot of clean towels, a nice sized bathroom, or a warm bedroom.

Now start out by letting her know a couple days in advance that you are going to wash her hair. Then get your supplys together. The day of the event make sure you have as many towels as you can get. I also took my finger and wrote with my finger on the mirror that I loved her so that when the heat and steam from the shower fogged over the mirror it showed up in the mirror. Now once she got in the shower I got to work, I covered the entire bathroom in towels, lit candles and placed them all over the bathroom, then I turned on some music and turned off the air condition. Now Its time for fun. So now I get naked and climb in the shower with my girl, then I slowly begin to wash her hair. Now of course I kiss her neck and her back while I massage her scalp. Rinse and repeat. Now once your done getting her hot, bothered and clean exit the shower. Leave the shower going so the room stays warm, don't dry off just get right to it, right there on the floor, on the counter, up against the wall, wet and slippery. Don't be surprised if your dru when this is over, lol.

Now if you have a large enough bathroom or no shower. Cover the bed room in towels, turn up the heat, and you may want to strip the bed down to anything you don't want to get wet.

As usual leave your comments, your thoughts, and your suggestions.

Porn Star!!!!!!

Most men have thought about what it would be like to be in bed with a porn star!!! One the more famous ones is Jenna Jamison (I think I spelled that right) So that is what this senerio revolves around -- Fantasy!! Now you don't need much for this one in fact most women already own a piece of lingerie, a chair, erotic music, vibrater or dildo, and candles. Now she got this one started by sending me an email and in the email it basicaly said that tonight I would spend time with a porn star. So after the email I knew I was going to have some fun that night and the video games were getting put up early. So when she came to get me for the nights porceedings I was instructed to turn around and close my eyes. Once my eyes where closed she entered the room, blind folded me and led be to the bed room. when we reached the bed room I was led to a chair and helped to set down. Now once I was setting down she started the music and told me I could remove my blind fold. Once I removed the blindfold I found that the room was candle lit and I was setting in a chair positioned a couple of inches from the be and my girl was laying on her back in lengerie, high heels, and make up. Needless to say the minute I was blindfolded I was ready to go, lol, so once I this I was definetly ready for action. That when she started the show.

Now I'm not going to described the show I got from my girl but I will tell you why I mentioned Jenna Jamison at the beginning of this post. In many pron movies Jenna would start out by laying on her back naked or in bra and panites or something equaly sexy. Then she would begin touching her self and rubbing her pussy getting wet and excited. After doing this for a while she would begin to play with a vibrater. The whole purpose of this was to tease the audience in this case your guy.

After the show its on to the main attraction lol. As always leave your comments and leave any variations. I'm always looking to up my game so help a brother out LOL.

My favorite MJ song.

Boys nite in!!!

Now this is a personal favorite of mine that my girl set up for me. I originally did not realize that something was up, LOL, I just thought she was being super super girlfriend, rather than the super girlfriend she usually is. First she came into the room in what I would describe as a cheerleading outfit. It wasn't but that's what it was supposed to be and since I wasn't watching any sports she started cheering on my video game play. Then she got up and left the room and came back with pizza and beer. Basically all the things a guy would typically do when he is out with the guys. (Sports, Beer, and Pizza) Now it doesn't have to be these things the point is to cater to him for the night.

After a while my girl suggested that I should hop in the shower and then we could watch a movie together. Since she had let me have my time and enjoy what I liked to do I was all for it. Now when I came back from the shower expecting the movie we had picked up from the redbox I found a porn movie playing and I was instructed that we were todo what ever the folks on the screen did. Now we started out doing that but eventually it broke down into wild sex. (as usaul for us)

So this one can have many forms but at its base its about making it his night with porn, video games, sport, beer, junk food, and hot sex.

So what have you done for your man lately lol? And I'm sure there is a variation for the women on this maybe. flowers, lovemovie, wine, her favorite food, porn, and wild sex. LOL

As usual leave your comments of your variations and thoughts.

Remote Control

Well lets see for this one I went out purchased a new toy. So let me try to explain it. Easiest way would be to say a G-String with a remote controlled 4 inch vibrator. Now go and get a sturdy hanger and a couple of Ties or soft ropes. (and of course the usual mood setting items, ie. music, candles, clean sheets)

Now took the hanger and left it on my girls desk with a note telling her to bring it to bed with her. Now after she got refreshed from her shower that night I ambushed her on her way to the bed and blind folded her with one of my ties. Then I had her hold the hanger while I tied her hands to the hanger with the ties. Then I led her across the room and secured the hanger above her head to the top of the door.

Now The fun starts.....

The object here is to get the room ready while getting her juices going as well. So to accomplish this every time you do something in the room (ie. turn on the music, light the candles) return to her and remove a single article of her clothes or lightly touch or kiss her. You can make this take as long as you like. (anticipation really make this fun) Now the task you need to accomplish in the room are:
1) place a blanket on the floor in the middle of the room
2) Place the new toy in the middle of the blanket and surround it with every pillow you can find, think harem.
3) Strip down your self.
4) Set the mood.

Now by the time your all set up she should be good to go, lol.
Remove her hands from the hanger, but leave her blind folded, and lead her to the pile of pillows.
Have her get down on all fours in the pillows straddling the pillows. Then strap her into the new toy (The one I purchased had buttons on the leg straps so you could do each leg individually and then around her waste.)
Make sure she is strapped in good or when it gets good she may force it out lol.

Now after shes good to go walk around to her front and guide her head to your smaller head, if you know what I mean while keeping the remote for the vibrator in your hand. And tell her it is her job to make your head feels as good as she feels right now and switch on the vibrator. Now can keep this up for as long as you like. (ie. to completion or until your ready for some good old fashioned sex your choice) The vibrator I purchased also had several setting and speeds so we were really able to play with it a lot, I was able to increase the speed and get her really excited and decrease the speed or vibrations to allow her to come back down teasing her with it.

That's basically it. Now the language sounds kind of corny but its hard to write what really is said with out sounding like a porn flick lol. Use what ever language and terms you and yours feel comfortable with. Now as usual If you read this leave a comment If you have other variations or suggestion leave those as well.